又一個不是太陽天的心情來到這
好像總是心情不好的時候才會來寫東西
沒辦法
心裡有很多話都不能跟別人說
如果可以我會很誠實
可是我不想當個透明人
再怎麼不好~我還有 神
覺得自己越來越不好
越來越會惹人生氣
越來越讓人累
想要多點自由 但怎麼覺得我都快缺氧
從來就不覺得自己是怎樣好的人
但是確不知道我能糟成這樣
哈~我真是個麻煩人啊
最近開始不太想寫blog了
原本是可以舒發情緒
但沒想到到後來也能被當成一個找理由的地方
是不是我什麼都不講比較好
現在有點像是
我是現行犯
警察會說"你可以選擇不說 但你所說的一切將成為呈堂正供"
這樣的感覺很差
這是我的blog 為什麼我得有所保留的說
那...我到底要去哪才能當我自己?
我沒有理由 也沒有話
但也不能當個啞巴
那我該站在哪?
這裡沒有我可留之處嗎?
想要大哭一場
因為我不能做什麼
再說說又不能還自己清白
做了總是會錯
那我是不是什麼都不說什麼都不做就不會有事
現在每天都要擔心我是不是又要讓別人生氣
又要讓別人難過
又要讓別人失望
又得要挨罵
抱著這樣的心過日子 我真的好累
因為我不想要再次犯錯
或許我還要更努力
或許我不夠成熟
或許我不夠有責任心
或許...
或許.....
我在哪裡?
3 comments:
I think maybe both of us are just trying too hard, and i's really not a good idea to reach for the moon. So I'll keep myself from demanding too much. After all, you are the one to make all those decisions.
I love you. and I still believe that love can conquer anything. So even if you're sad for the moment, even if I feel exhausted to face all the problems, we will get through all of those problems. There's always a way to make it work, and I'm looking for it now. Just give me some time, and we'll be better than ever again.
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this place is all quiet and covered in dust...^^|||| maybe my baby has forgotten about it? Here's where we used to exchange thoughts and emotions you know..even I updated mine last week (yea I know I've been slacking off too XD) O well, guess I'll start again after all this final s to deal with :)
Because here's our private "chatroom", I here proclaim that I love my baby very much, to you and me and whoever is looking at this (there should be at least one more audience..guess who?^^)
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