我不知道該怎樣寫這篇blog
剛跟朋友講完話之後
心情有點亂
我不知道我的blog不給別人看有什麼關係
我不寫在msn space是因為那陣子心情真的差
看到就覺得很煩
我也不是真的躲起來寫
有時後我會把我寫的東西直接copy & paste傳到朋友的msn給他看
我知道誰是真的關心我~誰是表面朋友
我不是不讓任何人關心我~幫助我
那時心情很不好時 我根本就不知道自己怎了
連我都不知道原因 我能要你們幫忙啥
你知道我的
而且你說我比以前進步許多了
每次都都會說~剛認識我時~我很冷~問一句回一句~絕對沒有多的話
現在你不跟我講話~我都會說點東西~
而且我會開始主動跟你們說~我心情不好~
我不知道~做人真的很難~
真的很對不起~
在你很煩惱時我沒能幫到你
說真的我也不知道我能為你做啥
聽你說話~陪在你旁邊而以~
不知道~
或許我不是個很值得信賴的朋友
就像我跟一個朋友說~我覺得我有責任照顧他
但當他在最低潮期時~我卻選擇冷酷對待
我不知道我當初的承諾算些什麼
前幾天我對另個朋友說~
他傷心時我會陪著他
但如果時間到來~我是否真的能做到我所說的呢?
我不想再為自己多做解釋
或許我真的是那麼糟糕的人
但我覺得我有再改了
我最近試著不跟任何人有爭執
但我還學不會當面道歉
I'll try to do what I said..and say what I meant..
4 comments:
Looks like your snowman won't wait till next year.
I guess I made a mistake. The white and shiny stuff on the window isn't frost after all; it's real snow stacking up from below. The world turns white again, in this crazy mid-april spring.
I thought the weather is finally getting warm, but maybe it can be a bit frivolous too? I put away most of my winter clothes and got ready for summer, then snow falls down from heaven, without warning, and cold as usual. Perhaps this is the part in our lives we don't expect; when it comes up, should we feel helpless, or still seek for a way to deal with it?
Honestly, I felt a bit dejected when you said it, but I also told you it's fine now. You asked me if I trust you, and I said yes, because I believe you trust me just as much. If it's you, then as long as I can hold on to that belief, there's nothing I cannot forgive, just like you have forgiven me many times in the past.
When I'm free, I'll try making a snowman, even it's this cold out there.
又下雪了?為什麼東天這麼長呢..永無止盡的雪天..再過半個月一定會更好的!^^那就不用再穿厚重的冬天衣服嚕.我也差不多該把我夏天衣服都拿出來~不過我很怕冷..所以還是不能把保暖衣服都放進箱子裡><
雪人今年初做不成~那就等年底嚕~ㄏㄏ我不怕你們那邊沒有足夠的雪做:p
Did not really mean to ask that question, coz I was kind of down.如果傷到你 那我真的抱歉了.我以為我跟別人的關係還不錯..但似乎不是這樣的.太簡單化的看世界嗎?不知道...
有在改就好了阿~~
給自己多一些時間~~
畢竟每一個人的個性都不一樣阿~~
有時候人很矛盾的!!
想做自己...可是又要依附別人!!
= ="
剛剛那是我回的
~~Jenny~~
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