這星期2chat我又帶失敗了
準備都不夠 所以討論時都沒什麼人發言
這又是第幾次被我搞砸的呢?
feel like i am learning helplessness
失敗了就不想再去做了
本來就不是一個能在人前發言的人
對於一個我自己不是很懂的事
我又能發表多少自己的意見呢
從來就不是個leader的我
只是會連絡朋友出去而以
除此之外 我的功能並不太大
昨天在小組討論時
我也沒能發表出什麼
又是Matthew來wrap整個討論
10分鐘左右整個小組就做鳥獸散了
看著其他小組能激烈的討論到4點
覺得好羨慕呢
對聖經了解許多的他們 都能發表一下自己的看法
我到底在幹嘛
1 comment:
no need 2 get frustrated over things like this...good bible study needs a lot of preparation and right now you don't have much time..I don't intend to use it as an excuse but thats just the way it is for now. When everything gets relaxed a bit, you can focus more on it. Im sure the more practice you get, the better you can prepare. Don't get too depressed about it okay? Failures come before successes, we all know that;)
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